MuiXXer

Honda Civic

2009-12-16T14:28:00.003+08:00

Im looking forward to buy a Honda Civic Si with Modulo Accesories.. Here's how it looks like:

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin to all..

Lacking

2009-08-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys for the lack of updates.. I was busy with stuff.. will be back soon :D

Thanks Sab :D

2009-06-25T01:06:00.002+08:00

Thanx to Sab I got my Crumpler The Industry Disgrace neck strap for DSLR cameras.. :D

Flickrw

2009-05-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

weeeee....... I've set up my flickr account.. this will act as another place to post my pictures other than my photography and graphics blog.. feel free to visit my flickr page HERE!

Wooo...

2009-05-20T12:02:00.003+08:00

Wow.. been bz for the last 2 weeks.. 3 important stuff happened.. Firstly, got an interview for the Bachelor of Science in Internet Computing at ITB. Well I still don't know the outcome. Results should be out by 31st of May 2009. huhuhu..

The event that I've been waiting for.. The Convocation day!!.. Very tiring but I'm happy about it :). Had a rehearsal for 2 days before the main event. The HND certificate was given by DPMM (again huhuhuhuhu) but it went well.

Yesterday.. went to Kementerian Hal Ehwal Ugama for an interview. The job title was "Guru bergaji hari" but the interviewer said that its not a teacher. They're looking for an IT personnel for the ministry but why the post is given that name? lol I don't know.

Well thats all.. take care..

Its monday and I can't sleep..

2009-05-11T04:52:00.001+08:00

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

May..

2009-05-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Its the 1st of May 2009.. The month which I've been waiting for.. Why? Because its the month which the list of degree applicants for Bachelor Degree in Internet Computing will be release by ITB. I really hope that I got acceptted to enter this program. Amin.. well thats all I guess..

Addition to new toys..

2009-04-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

I bought this today.. Cost me B$200..

Nikkor AF-S 18-55mm VR lens 3.5-5.6 G

My new toy..

2009-04-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

As I mentioned.. I bought a Nikon D80 DSLR and some stuff.. here are the pictures of some of the items I bought.

Nikon D80

Sigma 70-300mm f4-5.6 DG Macro

MB-D80 Battery Grip

Major Update..

2009-04-25T00:42:00.002+08:00

Change the layout after almost a year.. Nda ku tau napa.. but I guess its good to continue blogging..

Several days ago I bought myself a Nikon D80 + Battery Grip + Sigma 70-300mm DG macro lens and a Lowepro backpack which cost me B$1350. I think its a bargainlah considering its only been use less than 5k shutter count. You guys can always visit my photoblog/graphics blog at http://muixxergraphics.blogspot.com.

Thanx!

Welcome 2009 Goodbye 2008

2009-01-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

Happy new year peeps!! well happy belated i guess.. Lost of things happened in 2008.. certainly not the best and not the worst :)

But the best of all is i passed my final year and i finally i get my HND (which i should have a year ago). anyway.. hehe..

Wish me a goodluck this yr.. thanx!

Testing....

2008-12-06T09:13:00.000+08:00

Hello?! LOL!! Will update soon!

2008-07-26T18:06:00.001+08:00

It's my 23rd Birthday today..

2008-07-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

as the title said.. it's my 23rd bday.. the clock now 12.15am.. I'm alive for 23 years now.. have an equal balance of joy and sorrow.. but thats life.. nothing more that i ask for.. except to fulfill some the things that i should done before.. some might be possible, but some i know that it is impossible to do now.. but life must go on as usual.. anyway.. thanx for all the greetings from the ppl who "do" remember.. and thanx also to those who "don't" remember.. i know some of u might be busy with each others work or something so for that i forgive u :)

goodie byes~

Ikariam

2008-06-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hi all.. been a while now.. well its time for an update.. so here it is..

currently im addicted to an online game called Ikariam. Its where u built cities, build armies, make treaties, research sumthing and etc2.. hehe.. but yea for me its fun.. and i have 7 different accounts at different world.. yes world.. different world the players are different (unless they too have so many accounts as me) well easy saying is that, the worlds are not interconnected to each other since they're in a different server.. so here's where u can find me if u want to play.

Ikariam.com
WORLD - Alpha and Beta

Ikariam.org
WORLD - Alpha, Beta,Epsilon,Kappa and My

so find me.. my ingame name is HjX except for kappa world its HjX167..

well thats all i guess.. hehe..

Ever been in debt?

2008-05-24T01:37:00.003+08:00

Here's the thing.. in debt.. avoid it but we can't.. do it, we suffer.. do it for happiness 50-50..

tenth the start of a debt..
hundreds trying to make ppl feel wanted..
thousands ppl ran away..

method of payment:

monthly installment
need to sell some things.. well alot of things

we gain:
nothing

we lose:
everything

we give:
more to convinced

free gifts:
hopes

actual gifts:
dust

DON'T GET INVOLVED IN DEBT PEOPLE!!

http://muixxergraphics.blogspot.com

Hmm..

2008-04-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

I just dunno why the voices in my head kept on asking me to update this blog.
well bye2 :).. check out my graphics blog.. http://muixxergraphics.blogspot.com

Updates updates updates..

2008-03-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since my last post.. huhu.. I've been really bz lately with schoolwork.. The only thing that I've been updating recently is my Graphics blog.. So what I up to lately? Here's the list:

- SDP Meetings
- Presentation
- Assignments
- More tutorials
- More programming
- More SDP
- More Dota :P

so yea really been bz.. anyway.. thats all for now i guess.. cya..~

New Converse Shoe

2008-01-26T02:31:00.000+08:00

Bought this shoe with my love~ :)

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1429

2008-01-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-01-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st bday Love :)

2007-12-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to my beloved.. :) Love u so much..

Updates..

2007-11-30T08:51:00.000+08:00

Hi.. its been about 2 months since i last updated this blog.. hehe.. was busy with my work actually.. even my graphics blog.. I just manage to update it only once i a while..

So here's the summary of the things happen to me this past 2 months..

- Someone from South Africa emailed me to buy one of my graphics.
- Sent the brother-in-law for hajj at the airport.
- Involved actively at the launching of the JPK new building.
- Packing all the stuffs at the office and move to the new building.
- Eats lots and lots of food.
- Bought a new PC.
- paying my debts slowly.
- work.
- work.
- work.
- work.
- zzZZZzzZZZzzZZzzZZzzzZZzzz.........

well thats about it i guess.. cya next tym.. i will try to update this blog as frequently as i can.. bye2.. (@_@)

Eric Clapton - Layla

2007-09-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite oldies by Eric Clapton. The guitar solo in the middle of this video is really something.. One of the best solos i ever heard i guess.

My another sushi session

2007-09-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

Yep been goin to sushi 3 tyms in a period of 10 days.. yea.. here's the pics from my last sushi session on Wednesday 26/9/2007 :P

Another sushi session....

2007-09-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

Went out for a sushi again last night.. huhu.. next week again? Thanx to you :)..

A few days..

2007-09-21T03:57:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.. a lot been happened.. well kinda.. Been doin my graphics lately and finished some few stuffs.. just checkout my graphics blog for updates.. Im currently doin the transformer logo.. i mean the Autobots and the Decepticons logo.. well its kinda hard but i'll just do it slowly..

Zzan went home on the 19th.. this is his final yr.. and i was hoping to visit him in the UK sumtym in February or this December.. i dunno.. just wait and see.. and maybe next year we after he come back, maybe we'll go for a holiday to KL, Singapore or Japan.. yes Japan.. but again who knows what might happened.. Maybe we'll go to New York or anywhere we want.. hehe..

After sending him off to the uk, went out for a sushi at Misato.. i ordered 2 Unagi sushi, 2 Shake sushi, 1 Idako, 1 Yakitori, 1 Ebi Tempura and 1 Chuka.. huhu.. below is the pictures of the food.. hehe..

Sushiiiiiii!!!!

the Yakitori (Chicken Skewers)

Well I'll leave you guys looking at that pics.. hehe.. cya.. and happy ramadhan.. :)

Birthday that we never celebrate together..

2007-09-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

Was looking forward for ur bday this yr eventho now ur different.. Was preparing several things for u and do a small party.. but things was never meant to be.. eventho i've ask u to meet weeks b4 u went home.. but the call or msg for that never came from u.. Was goin to make a surprise for u.. but i have no regret or anything preparing the things for ur bday and all.. i had fun doin that goin to places buying several essentials :).. eventho it never happened the thought was there, just to let u feel the celebration that we never had before.. however i had a strong feeling that u already celebrated ur bday with the people that u love and close to u.. so compare to my idea to them maybe mine is just nothing :).. anyway.. happy bday to u, goodluck for ur placement and all.. :) u can do it.. :)

What I've done..

2007-09-10T01:59:00.000+08:00

huhu.. been a busy month.. its almost a month since i started my attachement at Jabatan Perkembangan Kurikulm (JPK) I've became an instructor for teachers from primary and also secondary schools and recently I've become a judge for the BASE science exhibition 2007 for the primary 2 category. Seeing those childrens wah.. they're just so cute.. the way they talk to u their voice and those roundy eyes.. hehe.. :) well it really open my mind and eyes to see what we've been thru during our own childhood and the past.. I've realized i just havent done much. At tyms i was just way too busy doing things, i was busy with loving people that in the end they lied and backstabed u.. but all are just like dreams..

Now I'm focused on what i wanted to do.. true what people say.. if they don't see what u've done for them no matter how big or small than they'll only see the bad side or u and the mistakes that u do..

Currently im doin my flash project for the childrens.. just a simple project for which i've created an alphabet flash program. :) just for the cute kids.. hehe.. for them to learn.. that way even tho i've only work at JPK for several months but atleast I'll leave some legacy that is being used by all students and teachers from schools thru out brunei.. :)

Puasa coming soon.. yea.. but it will be a different one.. :) coz i get to celebrate this yrs raya with my beloved hehe.. thats my family and cat.. happy fasting people.. pls do make ur fasting full this year yea? hehe..

Lastly, a word of wisdom from me "some people like to lose u but not having u.. but no matter how it is, u are u and u urself, they'll lose u but its their lost.. think carefully before u do something.. see what people have done for u.. and what you've done for them.. because sometimes we overlooked the things they've done for us.. :)

My Certificate

2007-09-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

My work is done!

2007-08-23T10:08:00.000+08:00

Well hello again.. yea.. im at the office right now continuing on my graphics designing.. below is some design of my name and a simple clock which i drew from scratch.. huhu..

Sick for the 10th time..

2007-08-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hewo.. Im sick.. again.. huhu.. I cant believe this.. it was a record 10th tym this yr.. huhu. what is happening to me anyway? My resit result is not yet released.. I heard the department is having a meeting on tuesday to for our results, hopfully I pass huhu.. i wanna go attachment! Tho I noe its abit boring... huh.. but atleast no skul and no assignment for 6 long months! wuuhuuu...

Been goin out fishing lately(well not that frequent, once a month? hahaha). and yea havent caught any fish yet except for a crab.. but yea I lost it.. haha.. Im really broke.. no allowance.. huhu.. stupid skul policies.. "Resit student are not entitled to receive any allowance" f**********k.... huhu..

Well thats about it i guess.. I wanna have my rest.. nyts2

2007-07-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

Just few hours ago i went to excapade to have sushi with Sab, Ka Wina n her bf.. pics from our dinner.. tho its a pic after we ate almost all of the food :P~

2007-07-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

us.. watching footie.. CIS department VS BFM department.. CIS the champions 2-1.. kes buring kami begambar lah hahahaha..

2007-06-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

For the past 3 years this blog is active and goin.. after reading all my previous post from the past 3 yrs till now.. its kinda like time travelling.. all memories from those days come back.. but only just to make me sad and hurt.. what suppose to be a sweet memories now im not sure if its all that sweet anymore.. what memories is sweet if it makes u hurt to think about it??

nothing more can be said..

2007-05-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went to Tamu Tutong for our lunch at around 2.30pm. We went to Soto Hj Tuah to eat(as the name said) "Soto". We travlled this far because its soto is well known for its mouth watering taste.. huhu.. Below is some pictures from our roadtrip yesterdayPao & Doon enjoying the soto..

Amal, Me & Hilmi Enjoying the soto. (Did you see that sign behind us?) hehe.. the SOTO HJ TUAH sign..

The newly built tamu Tutong.

Paos old school.. Hmmm design is same as my two previous schools. SMSAB & MS only the room is different.

"Tampat Berunding" as we called it in SMSAB & "Waiting Bay" in MS

A house in Perpindahan Bukit Beruang (Bear Hill Migration Village)

Paos home equipped with a highly sensitive dog alarm.. hahahaha...

A snapshot at Jeti Kuala Tutong..

Me watching the still water for any fish..

Amal striking for a pose..

hmm.. im not sure what are they looking at..? Mermaid or Merman perhaps? :P~

Hilmi... what ur duin????

"Yea my hometown.." Says Pao.

Journey to the jungle!!

Im sure people I saw a ******* hahahahahaha.....

Paos car and my car..

A nice sunset at Pantai Seri Kenangan

Back in ITB at around 7pm.. huhu.. it was fun guys.. we should do this again....

2007-05-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

Exam in progress 1 down and 4 more to go.. tommorrows paper is ICC (Introduction to Computer Communication).

pls do give me support.. as i need it very much.. im not asking much am i?

2007-05-20T14:29:00.000+08:00

2 guitar chords finished by me..

Peterpan - Menghapus Jejakmu
GiGi - Yang Telah Berlalu (Nirwana)

My exams coming next week.. havent study yet.. coz i have no mood of doing so.. yawnnnn....

my creations..

2007-05-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

My 2 recent creations.. the top one i called it "1% love" and the bottom is "Where's the hug?" Please leave a comments peeps thanx :)

2007-04-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

BROKENFIL (the text is BROK3NFIL)

love u so much.. I really miss u :(

2007-04-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

Filzah.. hmm.. kinda simple brabis.. I dunno what other color i cud add.. love u so much luv..

2007-04-07T09:05:00.000+08:00

Elliot Yamin
Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine, it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away(When)
Everything stays the same (the same)
I just can’t do it baby (no)

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
B ut I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

I’ll be waiting …

2007-04-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

Firuza.. for u.. two background.. hmm.. kinda simple huh?? p/s i luv u n miss u..

2007-03-30T10:49:00.000+08:00

Within Temptation
What Have You Done(feat Keith Caputo)

What have you done now

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now

I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

Would you mind if I killed you
Would you mind if I tried to

Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
x2

2007-03-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

Baim - Seperti Yang Ku Mau

This song somehow reflects my circumstances.. sigh.. I'll post the music video nanti.. You just see it..

Sudah ku berikan cinta, kau tak mengerti
Selalu aku yang memulai, kau tak mengerti

Tiap dalam pedihku dan sepiku, mencoba tetap terus bertahan
Kuingin kau jadi seperti mauku, namun kau kini berubah
Kuingin kau ada namun kau tak ada
Kau buatku ikut berubah, ikut berubah

Ku tak ingin menggantimu dengan yang lain
Sayang cepatlah mengerti apa mauku

Kuingin kau jadi seperti mauku, namun kau kini berubah
Kuingin kau ada namun kau tak ada
Kau buatku ikut berubah, ikut berubah

Tiap dalam pedihku dan sepiku, mencoba tetap terus bertahan
Kuingin kau jadi seperti mauku, namun kau kini berubah
Kuingin kau ada namun kau tak ada
Kau buatku ikut berubah, ikut berubah

Ikut berubah

2007-03-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

Her sketches for me.. So nice.. Im very happy coz shes the first to sketch my name.. Hopefully this is not the last from her.. Thanx syg.. really like it.. mwahz..

2007-02-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

I've made a new blog where I can give all out from my heart about things.. the link is here Loving You Sayang yep thats the title.. hmm.. I just noe that my account can actually make more blog.. all this time i tot i can only make one so yea..

Loving u so much syg.. miss u so much.. thanx for the sketch :) will post it soon (^-^)

2007-02-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

People are getting their name sketched.. even the other "dude"... sadly i think its not just 1 sketch, but "sketches".. from the way "he" sed it... meaning ders many being drawn already.. wow really have a BIG slap on my face der.. me? dun ask.. i asked for it(kinda being a cheap guy der)but yea.. given 1? perhaps but not really meant for me.. envy of other ppl? yep 99.9%.. oh well drawing needs feeling.. as u sed.. i guess im the only person that is out of the feeling.. lucky him for having sumone to draw sumthing again and again.. kewl huh? why am i being like this? simple.. u have to go thru what im goin thru right now than u'll really understand how i feel.. but it will never really gonna happen so ppl would'nt understand anyway..

this one day dude.. this one day..

love u so much syg.. miss u brbiz..

2007-02-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

Im in pain... and what do u ppl care???? MM FF on the other side..

2007-02-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

I love wearing this ring.. I love the ring also.. I love it as much as I loved u.. I'll never let it go from my fingers..

p/s sory for disturbing you while ur still sleeping.. I miss hearing ur sweet voice and miss u so much.. thats all.. love u so much my syg..

2007-02-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

Tommorow is the monthly anni... happy 2 yrs 3 mths anni syg.. yep im still celebrating it as usual.. i dunno about u huh.. gez ur not into this stuff anymore.. hmm.. what will happen next? i dunno.. seems like ur have lots of things to do.. and im as usual act like pest.. (im not making myself low here).. but yea its what i felt as the result of?? many2 things.. im happy abit coz u sed things that u used to say.. hopefully its sumthing not that i forced u to do it.. but from the bottom of ur heart

Hopefully what is sed during the valentines and a couples of day after it will not be forgotten.. coz it seems now the flowers are losing its interesting facts.. maybe they already died anyway.. which i hope it wud last longer than several days.. i want to post ur pics with the flowers here and anywhere like friendster or sumthing.. but i gez that won't happen.. i have to consider urself too.. tho im really2 sad about.. but who gives the crap anyway..

Plan to open a new blog.. coz writing things here i dunno.. too many heat and etc2.. but come to think of it.. i like the address name of this blog.. coz its the name i used everywhere since long tym ago.. On my laptop, registration of all softwares in my laptop and i mean all.. games, game characters, saved file.. its everywhere.. name of my external harddisk if viewed? yep u guess ryt same name.. 20th december i saw the rings in ur pics.. 3rd of march nope i dun see it anymore anywhere.. yea ive no control of anything anyway.. but just a notice.. i never let it go ever and i mean ever.. unless im doing messy works..

better stop now.. i don't want and misunderstanding by me writing things in this blog.. im just trying to let go what been inside my mind these days.. coz i dunno any other to express myself.. lucky for some ppl dey like to draw.. me? i listen to music but still its not enough.. in the end this blog.. but sumhow this too cant cope and fullfill my.... hmm i dunno what..

Still loving u.. nothing of u have change inside me.. as much im doin things in the end i will still feel its never goin to be enough..

sorry for everything.. i meant nothing here.. glad to noe some songs are played and sumhow it felt it was for me.. either friendster or nick or everywhere..

Love u my beloved syg.. missing u so much.. (yep ppl aku prasan and kambang nda tau malu and sumhow nda sadar diri.. tau dah nda kan kana gunai..). ok now im goin off to slp.. awal kan? its still 6.30pm.. but yea.. im tired and i dun have any mood.. moody? ntah.. not really.. oh well..

p/s check ur reception for something.. hows my song? did it sumhow tell sumthing? hmm.. nvm.. and btw congrats on ur nomination for Information Secretary and Assistant in BSU.. gdluck.. i'll support fully.. love u so much..

2007-02-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

i want to sell my soul to the devil.. and become just like The Ghost Rider.. yep.. fancy the fiery, devils and hell... very dark inside oneself..

2007-02-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

pls don't leave the 3 flowers :`(

2007-02-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

just woke up and off the fon.. i just dunno what to do.. i called but i still felt that ur lazy and dont want to talk to me.. U went out to sumwhere and hard to talk to me? ive called when ur not goin anywhere.. still i called at the wrong tym.. ur drawing, cooking, watching tv and so many more.. u told me y do i always called u when ur bz.. hey i dunno when is the time ur free time.. its not like u tell me when or sumthing.. but im very sory anyway.. I noe im such a boring person to talk to right now.. coz i sed things over and over again..

I love u so much.. miss u brbiz2.. is the flower still ok? i hope so..

im sick.. it the third tym this year.. sigh..

2007-02-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

i'll be gone for sometime now.. wont be able to talk to u and make u happy.. and i noe its not only me that can make u happy or talk to you.. ders other person and ppl that for sure that will make u happy other than me.. :)

you're so beautiful and pure as the flower.. and u sed im beautiful becoz of my love for u.. :)

loving u so much and missing u.. ur always in my heart..

bye and take care always ok? hugs..

p/s: have u heard the songs?? hopefully u understand what i want to say to u from the lyrics tho not all of the lyrics from each songs are appropriate to me and u.. just some ok??

2007-02-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Im grateful coz the flowers that i sent to her arrived on time.. heres some pics of it..

This is the last thing i do and try to show u something.. I really cant do more.. coz I really cant think what can I do anymore for u.. sorry.. not that I give up and surrender.. but Im on my limits now.. cant really think carefully.. But im also very happy coz ur happy with the gift.. but ders 1 more to arrive but i dont think u'll receive it coz ur goin sumwhere..

I really love u so much and miss u.. i really want to win ur heart back .. please come back to me..

Status: Sick and wanting u....

2007-02-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Its a new day was hoping for any kind of things calls? for sure cannot.. msg? hmm no.. mc? yes...sigh.. sighing all along.. bz kah? i gez so.. gave u a testi in friendster.. nuthing much.. cant even say things i used to say.. coz u sed it might make other misunderstood.. hmm.. better off to slp now..

Pls hear all the songs.. its for u.. most of them is what i want to say to u but i dunno how to say it..

Letto - Ruang Rindu

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan ku sentuh dia, terasa hangat di dalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu, tak urung jua ku lihatnya pergi

Tak pernah kuragu dan selalu kuingat, kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna, tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada

(*) Kau datang dan pergi begitu saja, semua ku terima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam, di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Balik ke: (*)

---------------------------------------------------------------

The Rain - Masih Mampu Menemanimu

Kesabaran adalah kunci
Yang menjaga kita terus bertahan
Penat yang datang sesekali
Pasti slalu ada di sepanjang jalan

Aku masih mampu untuk menemanimu
Belum ada rasa ingin menyerah ohh
Dan aku masih mampu untuk melindungimu
Belum ada terkikis oleh lelah ohh

Kau meragukanku saat ini
Seperti kau meragukan perasaanmu padaku
Percaya padaku sekali ini
Aku masih pantas untuk kau tunggu
Aku masih mampu untuk menemanimu

Belum ada rasa ingin menyerah ohh
Dan aku masih mampu untuk melindungimu
Belum ada terkikis oleh lelah ohh
Dan aku masih mampu untuk mencintaimu
Dengan semua ketulusan hatiku

hope u understand what im trying to say to u.. happy valentines.. loving you always.. mwahz hug..

p/s did u receive anything?

2007-02-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

The forgotten...... White carnations symbolize true love and beauty.. sadly this flower are losing its color and beauty.. I just really dunno how beautiful this flower is before.. hmm..

Went home at 5 or so.. was lazy to stay with the group.. coz yea im too tired.. again today was lecture day.. as usual i just come to skul not to hear all those lectures but just to sign my attendance instead at the back of the room i do this most of the time.. scribbling and drawing.. what drawing? hmm.. here it is....

pretty bad drawing huh? yea this is what i do.. wasnt the best of all drawings.. so yea.. watever.. how i wish mine cud be drawn too.. but thats just hoping high.. anyway.. took me less than 10mins to arrive from school to my house.. hey i drive fast u noe.. y? coz i feel very heavy inside out.. too paranoid? yes to that.. to much thinking? yes to that too? everything and i mean everything are sumthing to me.. sumthing happens *paranoid* if sumthing is said again *paranoid*.. from all these leads me to starvation.. which means i lose all of my appetite just like today.. i havent eat from last night.. sigh.. im not u and im not like other ppl.. so what i am? i dunno.. Hurt when called greeted hey, called mate,yo and worst dude.. just to express a feeling..

hmm.. that just makes me think very2 different..

hang myself.........

peace

p/s i will upload this song maybe tommorrow or sumthing.. hopefully u can hear to all the song and understand the lyrics in it.. just assume im in front of u saying all of that.. not other ppl.. and i mean nobody.. pls do..

Revenge And Vengence.............

2007-02-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

i feel very week now.. maybe its becoz im very tired these days.. (ppl wud think balik2 jua ia ani or mcm2 jua ia ani) well up to u guys.. I just don't care.. baik jua kana umpat dari mengumpat.. bnyk jua pahala ku~~ in the afternoon picked up my white car from the workshop.. was very happy however still cant use it.. roadtax expired meh.. but yea almost evrything is fixed now from the bearings to the aircond.. price? private~.. den i drove my manual car the blue one i mean.. got 3 close call driving it from beribi to my home in lambak.. seriously i cant see well driving at night.. 1st was at beribi, 2nd outside gadong, 3rd lambak area.. hmm..

cre abis btw.. cant send any msg or get any mc.. kapih bah nda ku beduit.. ukan mcm kamu.. not using money as an excuse here but its the truth.. coz maybe its becoz sum of us never really go thru what ive got thru.. so basically just shut up.. was hoping that receive atleast 1 msg in the afternoon.. but as hrs goes make me down again.. yea i was really2 hoping.. but maybe didnt bother to do so yea.. as much that i need money for saving yet sumhow.. i just dunno.. but i dun really have any savings so yea.. yep its all about me u see..

goin to bed early.. im really tired..

p/s i've sent flowers from orisinal dunno udah liat or not..

loving her so much.. <3

2007-02-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

been trying to so things right.. but somehow when it started to go smooth den again the stupid me comes into action.. Im just wondering how am I doin right now.. do i make sumthing special? do i show show sumthing? do i prove sumthing? i just dunno.. coz yea i really just dunno what are u thinking.. but sumhow sum events on sum occasions do makes me feel down and drifted.. sum actions and images which disturbs me from myself.. Its not my right to ask nor care about everything that u do.. but yea.. i just dunno.. now my mind lost all of its interest in studies again sigh.. stupid huh? but what do you people care and what do i care.. Up to you people to talk about it and talk just about anything.. as long I don't make any trouble, problems to other ppl.. whats the fuss anyway?? its normal for a human being to be curious and busy body about things and I dun blame ppl for that.. coz I, myself also go thru all of that.. well. maybe thats all i think now.. just need to have sum rest i think thanx anyway for reading.. and thanx also for being caring, bz bodying or anything.. I really appreciate it ayt? see ya..

Valentines Day coming soon.. will i get any cards or any sort from u???? sigh.. miss those..

2007-02-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

the so called Leaving Form~

2007-02-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

-Alpine menthol-

2007-02-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hi.... been having this stupid gastric for days now.... its like on and off thingy.... crap.... havent ate any decent food too.... last night hmm only rice with soya sauce?? coz nobody cooks and yea was also in the lazy mood.. hmm.. got the highest mark for my presentation in communication skills... 80% is that consider high? hmm i dunno.... ISE test result was also annouced today.. got a P grade coz yea wasnt really studying.... in fact i dun study at all.... next is the ICC test result.... hmm i think my marks will be lower than my previous test why? again i dont study for the test.. my weight now is still below 50kg? hmm.. thats healthy.. less weight.. now i just dunno sumhow i felt that ive lost all interest in my studies.. hmm.. thats why I don't study for any of my previous test.... (s-s) screw me..

See thats what i drank eventho i have gastric.... plus with lots of lada rindu and vineger and again coke.. so? end result u should noe..

thats all.... will post sumthing soon dunno if its shocking or not....

2007-02-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

Here's sumthing mite change sumthing:

1)Maybe I shud i quit school and work.. hence have sum money..
2)Maybe I shud start thinking of goin to a japanese klass so that i cud speak japanese
3)Maybe I shud start smoking again tho I had quit long tym ago
4)Buy a sports car maybe?
5)Change my bday to September instead of July?
6)Buy the Black Sony Ericsson fon?
7)Change my fav colour to green?
8)Went to Japan frequently?
9)be a super sweet talking guy?
10)back to smart attire like dulu2?
11)subcribe to DST Prima?
12)change myself for you......

2007-01-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hapus Aku - Nidji

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Reff:
Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

2007-01-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

what you think? comments at CBOX please :(

2007-01-21T05:29:00.000+08:00

guess what? i went to easyway and ordered a speghetti den this msg came~~ im eating speghetti.. hahaha.. ooo00oo0oo0ooo0oo gosh we are~~ so meant to be together~~ didnt told about me eating so what? nobody cares kan? but yea..... this was just like when then u sed how ironic our fon was same~~~ our date is same~~~ uuuuu~~~~~ huh.. the hell with me.. but isnt it ironic too~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh well, will start school soon.. hope ur happy having ur tym undisturb.. i mean why do i have to msg or call anyway and waiting for a reply? its not like im the one yg kana cari bowing~~~~~ oh well i guess long2 ago it was u was calling ey..?? then up to u~ u noe better and u think better in a sense that ur good at thinking i guess? again in the end i will end up doin all that~~ oh better for me not to msg or call i guess? hmm..~ and again might feel ignored at some point.. den again might be better jua? hmm.. dum di dum di dum... nah kana ucap mental udah... mental atu ntah.. pi gila and kunpius bnr....... brgkali pedah jua bah kan........ i mean its clear im the under and very2 under of sumone.... why? hehehe.... nuthing about me is ever mention anywhere or somewhere anyway~ wont that make u feel being blown away futher ppl? kana pulaukan maybe? one of these days maybe i will give up a bit on all of this.. but will also still trying but not much.. i mean just like i sed ppl 1000 of me doin things is = 1 min of thinking and appreciation.. but other ppl 1 thing of them doin thing = major reconsideration and appreciation of things dulu2.. ntah ahh.. how shud i noe? why? none of what im doin like from this new year is ever mentioned or anything~ ppl say "its the thought that counts" uuuuuu~~~ what thought? dunno? hmm.. we''ll see lah nanti.. its easier to choose other ppl when Im being like this no? hmm.. watever...

Bleed myself at 5.47am (Brunei time)

END

2007-01-20T14:53:00.000+08:00

what to say lagi ahh.. nothing or anything about me is ever mention anywhere or somewhere.. Evrytym i read sumthing none of me is ever mention. all i think is that im just a worthless being now.. look forward and forget about the past? why don't u urself look at the mirror and say that to urself.. do it yourself first before u ask sumone to do it.. sigh i dunno what im writing anyways.. but maybe it means sumthing or anything or its just nothing..

will u ever mc, msg or call me if really u can? ntah.. dont think so..
ever ask me to wait for u? no.. if u do ask to wait till morning i will do it btw..

loving u and mising u always the one and only Firuza..

2007-01-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today is the 20/1/2007 and today is suppose to be our 2 years and 2 months annivesary.. sigh.. those monthly anni msg.. How fast does she change in just 1 month.. exactly a month ago she msg me from barcelona.. sigh.. sumthing like "cyg happy 2yrs 1 mth anni lupakah? hmm.. me cyg u brabish2 miss you.." sigh.. but just 1 week after that i dunno.. i just dun want to talk about it actually.. sigh.. i really want to msg her now for the anni but i just dunno what she'll be.. hence i cant and had to force myself not to msg her like tht.. sigh.. ok i admit i am a bit thin ppl.. just weigh myself tadi hmm.. but whats the point of telling that now.. and I don't think she like me calling her fon or msg her lagi.. ntah ahh sumhow I just felt it... sigh... maybe its just my own stupid nobody cares feeling....ok.. nyt2 you all..

may god bless u all

will love her till I lost my breath.... end..

2007-01-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

I really can't do anything right these days.. I just kept remembering her and the feeling of not being with her is really painful.. I just don't know if I could take it anymore.. Im just afraid I'll do something beyond my control and stupid.. Just like what my frens sed.. Just control urself k.. Don't do anything stupid and useless.. but know what I am thinking something stupid actually but I just don't know how stupid it is........... since that day I've been battling with myself.. I really can't get her out of my head.. everytime i remembered her.. I remembered how we used to be back then... what we used to do together.... what we said to each other.... sigh.... i just really hope that it could happen again.. if not i just don't know what i'll do..

You can call me anything people... stupid, super stupid, idiot, weak, and anything u lyk i just don't care anymore...

to love her is a blessing,
to not love her is killing.........

2007-01-18T07:57:00.000+08:00

hewo.. question.. am i thin?? ntah but yea ppl do tell me that i somehow lose weight usulnya.. hmmm.. puchitau.. sigh... im just a bit sad at the moment and a bit happy jua.. happy coz my 2 letters and a gift arrived to someone.. and she sed thanx.. she like the gift and she was kinda excited when she received the letters.. but yea.. was happy to hear sumthing like tht.. tho maybe it means nothing to her.. but the sad part is.. when she was talking about mc-ing brunei line and when she wrote [ :( missing you] or is it [:( missed you] but in japanese so yea.. actually i do admit i was being prasan plang tht it was for me.. but turns out its not i guess.. when i wrote sumthing arh my personal msg and yea.. she sed sory and truz2 change her personal msg to something... sigh... how i wish it was meant for me.... but atleast i get a hug.. dunno what for but yea.. blame me if i misunderstood evrything.. maybe i don't think properly..

I love and miss her so much.. hope i can hug her again in the future..

heres the link for hurting ourselves and why:

http://www.ncvc.org/ncvc/AGP.Net/Components/documentViewer/Download.aspxnz?DocumentID=39410

-={[she occupied every single space in my heart and soul]}=-

2007-01-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.. been updating this post ever since last week.. i really dont have somebody to talk to now. Usually i tell bout all my problems to someone that i cared, but all of that gone now when i was told that im only somewhat a routine. How embarassing and painful is it to hear such a word from someone that is special?

went out last nyt with some frens that i havent met in ages coz i tink they were concern abt me when they read all my posts and friendster. When i went into the shop wif my other fren and they saw me they were like....... *staring* from up to bottom and vice versa.. "Mu'izz?, what happen to you?!" all i can do is smile.. and they say again "You are way too thin than u normally are" and i sed "no lah im just dieting".. there we talked and talked than 1 jackpot question asked "Napa ko ni, we noe tht you have sum kind of a problem with ur love one.. If u dun mind share with us perhaps we can give you an advice or something.." Than I told them a little bit of what had happened.. My god how pissed and angry they were after they listened what ive told them..
all they say is not up to my expectations.. I want her and will fight for her and will prove to her that Im worthy of her heart.. but yea I really agree what they sed actually but yea my heart is still strong for her.. though i might gave up in the middle.. then they were like brainwashing me to be with someone else they gave me fon numbers they let me see some pictures of thier frens.. their frenster and all that.. I admit some are good to look at and probably my taste and perhaps some are better than her.. but still ppl u are just wasting ur tym.. she might be cruel to me but to me i believe theres still good inside her.. i noe theres still the softness in herself.. I dont love her because shes cute or beautiful or hot or anything.. I really don't.. I love her because i want to care for her, to protect her, to make her happy, to be her true friend that stand for her even if she do a mistake, I love her because of her true self..

To me shes not a gold that gives riches to some, but grains of rice that feed millions of starving ppl..

To me shes not a diamond that shines beautifully, but a sun that brightens my whole life..

To me shes not a beautiful flower, but the seed that gives more of the beautiful flower..

sigh.... how i wish i could've sed that before.. if only i was able to turn back time and do things immediately before all if this happened.. I noe god had already showed to me something and gave signs.. but its up to her to believe in me or not.. to really open her heart again or not.. sigh..

2007-01-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

Thanx ppl for all the advice ok? If only she could read, think and understand of what you said in the CBOX.. but i don't think she reads this blog anymore or ever visit it anymore.. but anyway thanx for all of what you've said.. but yea I really loved her very much. I'll try to do evrything for her but I don't know what is she thinking. Sometimes i felt that she was hinting something, but i don't noe what.. but sometimes i felt that what she've done is not for me.. sigh.. I she really giving me chance or not? but sometimes i felt that I dun really have a 50-50 chance.. i really don't know.. NDA KU PAHAM!! NDA TANTU PIKIRAN KU NI!! why? blame me if i misunderstood something.. but im a human being.. Its like if I chat wif her at her MSN i felt that she ignored me at some point and again she looks like being "forced" to talk to me.. but yet again, sometimes i felt that she do care for me i don't know.. I called her and yea.. sometimes if i havent finish spoken in the end and try to say sumthing like "Goodbye" or "Good Night Sweet Dreams" she already hung up.. yet again at 1 point i felt that she really dont want me to hang up and just talk with her.. I really dont understand.. mcm salah2.. sometimes she do things like changing her nick and her personal msg.. sometimes i felt it was for me, but again sometimes i felt the opposite.. sigh.. I really2 love her and missed her.. but ntah.. maybe i shud leave her alone by not talking to her in MSN or called her.. again.. but what if she thinks that Im ignoring her? sigh.. nda ku tau bah apakan ku buat lagi banarnya except for to see her and talk about things..

I just want to call her syg, cyg, honeyluv, ka miow miow back and also she called me what she used to call me. sigh..

I dont just want to be friends with her, but a friend who loves her so much, always wanting to make her happy, always try to be strong for her, a friend to take care of her, a friend that she shares all her happiness and sadness, a friend who also feels hurt if shes being hurt, a friend that she noes that she'll b always in my heart, a friend that doesnt stop fighting for her, a friend that she noes that I'll never gave up on her, a friend that she trust so much.. too much to say but all I noe is she's worth every ounce of my energy, every single sweat that comes out, every breath that i take, every penny i had.. and many more.. but in the end she'll say that I don't deserve her.. but believe me to me you are... if only you don't pity me for what Ive did.. I WANT TO EXPLAIN IT!! PLEASE!! HELP ME!! but now i think im just a negative being in your mind.. sigh..

I really want to meet her, hug her, kiss her but i don't really think shes thinking the same way as I do..

2007-01-13T16:30:00.000+08:00

People say "A person will only do things that he didnt do before unless sumthing has happen" I think its partially true at some point. If we're are losing someone we loved for example, we do things we havent done though we were asked to do it or show it before. However at some point its not true. Why? the thing is Some of us promised to do it after some point. People like me when I sed "I noe u have done more than I had done. I noe that ur the one that do evrything when u were here, but I promised u that i'll make it up to u next yr and prove it to u" However next yr is misunderstood like "next year when I see u again" or sumthing like that. But really when i sed that i really meant it from the bottom of my heart. I dun forced myself to do it, I do it willingly. But sumhow we as humans do forget the simple things that had been sed before. We humans tend to take sumthing like a simple promise lightly. We see it as just a sentence with no meaning. I noe i've been doing all of that after all of this had happen, but what can I do? Im forced to do it immediately and not step by step. Then in the end u wud think what Ive done is because all of this things had happend. No its not like that actually but u can think whatever u want to. U'll see if u think about this very clearly but thats up to u to judge from whats the truth and whats not. Seriously speaking, to write all of the things i need to say will take a long time to finish. Its not enough to say all of it in just 1 or 2 hrs. However i really cant show myself here. Theres no expression, no emotion just by writing all of this. Because by writing people sumtyms misunderstood what is being said. Im not being sarcastic or anything but its just sumthing I need to say.. though not all but atleast it let go some of the burden in my heart.

I apologise ppl if sumhow what i wrote makes u felt offended..

I love and miss you so much.. U ask me why I love u but I rarely give u the answer u want.. but trust me i'll tell u why.. soon..

My new video --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN1FpVm4R8M

Anyone who want to see it pls either email me or just left a msg arh MSN ayt, I'll invite u..

post

2007-01-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

to allah i pray.. to him i beg.. to him i ask.. to him i give myself..

i just want to ask from u my god..

-pls don't let her be lonely
-pls let her be safe and take care of her
-pls give her success in her studies as well as her future
-pls prevent her from being hurt
-pls give her good health and prevent all illness away from her
-for every pain and suffering she had, pls let me be in her place

pls answer my prayers for her..

2007-01-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

what's that? ewww... the dry after hours...

My Love...

2007-01-04T17:51:00.001+08:00

I've made this clip made this clip when she was in Barcelona.. wanted to post it earlier but sumthing happen back then.. den I receive her new pics from Barcelona and re-edited this clip so here it is..

Im tortured......

2006-12-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

Im being punished for the things that i havent done.. Im being tortured for being me.. Why do ppl always do this to me? Its not my fault im not intelligent and go overseas like other ppl i never really wanted to be born this way.. Its not my willing to live such a poor life.. Ive been trying this past years to make changes to myself.. For the reason im not being there.. im being tortured like this.. i really never expected this to happen.. just for being me and not there.. ive done nothing to harm or to hurt.. i once ask not to go away from me but i respect the desicion of pursuing a personal dreams and also other ppls dream.. the promise were each person can stand the burden of being far away.. but no.. every tym i hear of being not der and how other ppl are being together.. i felt very low and angry to myself.. and kept praying for once in my life can i be as good as other ppl?? i did tried very hard enough to do it.. sumtyms seeing other ppl went away from this country makes me envy them very much.. "Why do i cant be as good as them? I did really try hard enough.. Oh god why?" To think about it ive tried every single thing they do to acheive of being what they are.. the thing is i tried and tried and tried but where do it went wrong? Every tym Im suffering yet also from the same reason.. i noe i have to change that i promise but changing from our true self is hard and it really takes tym isnt it?? but it can be done slowly and progressively.. i cant be the perfect person in just a flick of a finger.. but i never do really blame anything or anyone for becoming like this.. its just my own doings.. but why do i have to receive this kind of treatment from every single person I loved? i never cheated them, i never hurt them, i never ignore them.. maybe sum of my actions do disappoints other ppl feelings.. but i did ask for forgiveness for it.. and yes i do agree and confess sumtyms i didnt really do sumthing that a guy shud do..and yes i agree i might sumtyms makes other ppl think i rely on them.. but given a chance to make sumthing for it, i did really try hard enough to make it up.. but when is it going to be good enough?

"ya allah.. ampunilah dosa2 mereka yg menyakiti ku dan ampunilah dosa2 ku jika aku menyakiti mereka.... amin ya rabbal alamin.."

This is it....

2006-12-15T17:17:00.000+08:00

Yes... my holiday just begun... 1 month of holiday yea i really need it... Been bz lately with assignments and projects... and frens of coz.... been thinking these past few weeks..... but i dont know how to express myself.... Been watching this Japanese drama series called "My Boss My Hero"... Quite funny.... its about a powerful gangster sent to school in order to inherit his fathers gang organization... so yea... see it for ur self... well gtg now... i need to think again... hmmmm.....

.....

2006-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

The New Windows Vista Operating System and Microsoft Office 2007

2006-11-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

The box of Microsoft Office Professional Edition 2007 and Microsot Windows Vista Home Basic Edition

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2006-10-23T12:53:00.000+08:00

To all of my frens, cuzins and anyone who reads this..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

wow.....

2006-10-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Here's a clip of a japanese kid who plays the guitar like shyt..............

Lonely.....

2006-10-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

Seusia malamku menantimu
Dihembus embun aku tersipu
Munkinkah kau lupa temu janji kita
kau gembira bersama teman-temanmu

Berlari lari ku mencarimu
selembut salju musim berlalu
Mengapa berubah sekelip mata hatiku gundah tidak terhingga

kau umpama merpati putih
patah sayapnya di udara bercahaya

Deep Inside.........

2006-10-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

I was alone inside
with nothing to cherish
cut deeply within the veins
for which my blood flows
dripping into the black
tile of snow..........

Mohammad Faris Izzuddin

2006-09-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

My bro and sis-in-law new born baby... born on the 24th of September 2006 at around 6am...

Summer 2006

2006-09-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

She's the love of my life... :)

2006-08-29T05:26:00.000+08:00

Ninimu aji

2006-08-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

buring................................... tralalalalalalala.......

This week reviews...

2006-07-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

yawn... darn.. i havent updated my blog.. now here it is.. hmmm..... recently im addictted to this song by Once(pronounciation ON.. CHE... :P) of Dewa 19.. the song is called Dealova.. what a nice title.. and it was really a nice song... last nyt i was dreaming abt things that happens 2 yrs ago hehe.. tho the dream never happenend hehe..

cancelled my driving lessons today.. mls ku.. lagi pun cigu ku mcm mls.. he sed probably lon sat i'll have my driving test.. wish me luck peeps..

25th of july is my exam resit.. arghh.. i will pass that paper!!! (be positive).. this morning chatted with piao on msn, yea ceta2 kosong.... planning to go for a dimsum after our exams and tarus swimming....

on the 16th july that is my bday... (sapa yg lupa atu nda apa dusa kamu ku ampun kan.. lol) me and my luv went to kura for some japanese food.. well its not actually some... it was many i think :P~.. mlmnya hangout with mash, sab and zzan.. gosh... lama udh ku nda jumpa dorg sab and mash... hangout at london kebab.. ordered chicken and chips... nice... went home around 10pm..

well atu sja kali ahhh.... thanx to all of the ppl that greet me a happy bday either by SMS, MSN, Friendster, Phone Call and in person.. thanx again.. iatah kepada yg lupa atu aku ampun kan dusa kamu ahahaha.... bah chao.. peace... \m/

Happy bday syg~

2006-07-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Syg....
hehe enjoy ur bday..jln krg k syg tani eat2 first den bejaur ahahah
syg gdluck wif ur test coming up n drivin test also hehe
laju2 tah drive dpt bwa me :D
syg u brbiz2..mwahz hug2 bye~~

Kemenes C Bronkes????

2006-06-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

Samsons - Kenangan Yang Terindah

2006-06-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

For my love~~

Nurizzatul Afiqah

2006-06-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

Hehehe..... ohhhh... aint that cute ppl??? hehehehe....

myname.....

2006-06-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Go England~~~

2006-06-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

Confession....... wahahahahahah!!!!

2006-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
patch menampar bilbit v2.0

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
hahaha

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
awu ihh!!!

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
hhaha

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
ni nah aku masang patch menampar c muiz

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
hahaha

THIS I LIKE...

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
patch nampar c liyana ada jua

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
pilih ni antara 2

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
WOI

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
hahaha

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
c velvet!!

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
c bilbit ngan c liyana

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
hahaha

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
tampar c velvet!!

B[43] -: fai :- [i stand up for all of mankind] says:
hahahahaha

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
wahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahah

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
pak u bitch

•°¤*(¯`°(MuizZerFilzah)°´¯)*¤°• says:
hahahahahahahahahahaha

The world cup...

2006-06-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

Wow 4 yrs just past like that.. and here we are.. another world cup.. phew.. so much had happened to me in that 4 yrs.. hehe.. anyway.. I support England as usual.. but yet i still like other renowed teams such as Spain, Italy, France, Brazil, Argentina and Holland. But this tym let it be a European contry win it ayt?? hehe.. well maybe thats it.. MARI KITA SOKONG ENGLAND!!

The last paper....

2006-06-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. its 1.20am and im still not asleep.. doin my revision but yea "mental block" mcm nada yg masuk.. kapisan.. todays paper is CS.. COMPUTER SYSTEM! binary segala.. sit2.. palau ku ulehnnya membaca notes nya atu.. udah tah bnyk... semua lagi powerpoint tu.. lain rasanya membaca.. biasa memigang buku.. ani katik mouse sama keyboard.. keke..

Well after exams wat to do? go to lunch and have some dim sum again? wahh.. mcm the past 1 month ani dim sum ganya.. sushi bila? hehe.. baik jua tu daripada nasi katok memanjang.. but thats a different case segala~.. time atu kapih.. ani kapih plang pi mencukupi.. keke.. cuti ani tdo memanjang ku ihh.. siuk kali ahh tdo ani..

Aku ani mental bah.. ada bini2 kan ku tampar.. c BILBIT namanya... ihh menyagir wah.. ihh nampar wah mua nya ladus atu.. mcm menampar jubur ihh... jubur pakah muanya atu.. wahahahaha mental2.. well atu sja kali.. kan menyambung membaca electronic notes ku lagi.. hehe.. :P~